Summary: Siwon is totally crazy with HeeChul, though HeeChul doesn’t care, but Siwon’s best friend HanGeng, secretly has a crush on him.
When I spun him around he looked at me like he was just about to spit in my face. I looked at his lips, and I wanted to taste them so badly. I made my own lips a bit wet with my tongue and I couldn’t take my eyes of his deliciously looking lips, before he tried to get out of my grip.
“What the fuck are you doing?” HeeChul scolded me. It got me out of my thoughts, and brought my eyes up to his level.
“I… I just wanted to explain that nothing happened.” I quickly excused myself, and he just hissed at me, before he pulled his arm out of my firm grip, and left. I was standing there, with nothing, nothing to do, or say. I felt like my heart exploded.
HanGeng appeared behind me, and put a hand on my shoulder, just to be my comfort. Why couldn’t I see it? It was so obvious, but not at that time, I had only my eyes upon HeeChul.
“Why don’t you forget him? He give you nothing good, he’s a wast of time…” HanGeng’s soft voice told me.
“Geng… It’s giveS and wastE… It’s basic Korean…” I spun around and he held me in his arms, smiling. Knowing that I felt better, because else I wouldn’t correct him. Most people would think it would be annoying if someone corrected them always, but HanGeng – I knew – was just happy to learn. I was happy to know that he was here with me.
HanGeng’s Point of View:
Siwon ran after HeeChul, and I made a sigh. I wish he could just love me, instead of my friend, perhaps it was a bit harsh to say, but this was how I felt. HeeChul could be sweet, and such, but right now I couldn’t understand why he was so pissed? Did I do something wrong? I should better go talk to him, solve the problems that obviously had occurred.
I saw HeeChul disappear again from Siwon, who just stood there, looking lost. He should just know how much I adored him. He was so handsome, and strong and I was just about to drop to my knees with these thoughts, but instead I walked to him, make him rest in my arms.
I smiled, only because I thought about Siwon, and his lovely personality. He was there for everyone, and tried to be the better person for those he loved, but sometimes people just love the wrong person, and in my head, Siwon loved the total opposite person of who I wanted him to love.
I wanted to love him, to hold him, and kiss him. I wished that I could show him, or tell him, but I couldn’t while he was so in love with HeeChul, then I wouldn’t get anything out of it. He would be too blind to see, my true love for him.
Suddenly Siwon pulled out from my embrace, and smiled to me.
“I’m okay again…” Siwon told me, and we both smiled.
“Good.” I said and he walked a few steps away.
“I’ll go talk HeeChul.” I said and smiled.
“It’s talk TO.” Siwon laughed and I couldn’t hide my smile from it.
“Thanks.” Siwon said and I nodded, before I left in HeeChul’s direction. I shared room with him, so I guess it wouldn’t be hard to get to him, because he couldn’t kick me out of my own room…
“Chullie?” I asked when I entered, and suddenly arms slung around me, to my biggest surprise.
“I’m here…” HeeChul told me, and I raised an eyebrow… I actually had noticed that…
“I can feel that…” I said, a slightly bit annoyed. HeeChul smiled in his embrace of me. I don’t know how, but he did, like I was some kind of teddy bear.
“Don’t leave me… Especially not for Siwon… I know you’re good friends, but I’m still your best friend… Right?” HeeChul asked pretty sweet. I wanted to say my opinion, but I didn’t want to really.
“I do like Siwon, as really good friend. You are good friend too.” I told him, in my half bad Korean. I knew he would correct me now, but I was mistaken.
“Thanks HanGeng… You are a good friend too.” He smiled to me. I let go of him, even though I could see he didn’t wanted to be let go off.
“You will always be mine… Right?” HeeChul asked me, and I couldn’t really believe my own ears. Did he think of me like something he owned? I took a step back.
“Chullie… I’m nothing you own… Please don’t think I’m yours.” I told him, and he looked more than miserable. I couldn’t stand it, so I pulled him close.
“Sorry, but I’m not an object. I really care for you, but don’t think anything else.” I said and I made the deepest mistake in the world, I kissed him slowly and friendly on the hair. That he obviously took as an invitation to let his head go up, and let his lips be placed on mine. I felt a hammering in my chest – This was wrong…
HeeChul’s point of view:
I felt so lovely here in his arms, for a few minutes I actually thought he would never look at me again, and then he just pulled me into a loving hug. I did love him. I swear. Even though it’s hard to understand with me being so adorable and perfect myself… Okay a bit narcissistic you have permission to be. I guess…
When he kissed my hair, and lowered his head, I didn’t even think. I looked one time at his perfect lips, and I moved to kiss them. I felt a sensation in my heart. This was perfect, just until….
HanGeng pulled back, rather quickly, leaving me standing there feeling stupid. I hated feeling stupid…
“I… I’m sorry…” He said and I just looked confused, before I realized anything, he was out the door…
“No… No!” I almost yelled, and wanted to go after him. That was first then I realized that tears was running down my cheeks. What the fuck could I do in such a embarrassing state?
Siwon’s point of view:
I saw HanGeng leave HeeChul and his own room, before he moved towards me, I smiled at him, but he just walked right beside me, and away. He was touching his lips, and looking weird. I could hear the key locking the door into the bathroom.
I went to the bathroom and knocked on the door. Not reacting too fast, I knocked again, and the door opened with HanGeng standing there, looking at me. I could see that he was troubled in his mind, so I took his hand, and walked to my room, where we sat down on the bed.
“Are you okay?” I asked him, and I softly put an arm around his shoulders, to be a bit protecting.
“I’m okay.” He answered, looking at me, and a slight smile formed on his lips.
“Good…” I just said, and we both lay down on the bed, looking at each other. I sighed, and he smiled. Slowly we both fell to sleep, and with his arm on my chest.
We had just forgotten one tiny thing… To lock the door, or yeah… Even just close it.
HeeChul standing there in the doorway, looking like a tomato in his head, and on his way to scream.